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"Breathe No More"



[Piano Solo Opening]



I've been looking in the mirror for so long.

That I've come to believe my soul's on the other side.

All the little pieces falling, shatter.

Shards of me,

Too sharp to put back together.

Too small to matter,

But big enough to cut me into so many little pieces.

If I try to touch her,

And I bleed,

I bleed,

And I breathe,

I breathe no more.



Take a breath and I try to draw from my spirits well.

Yet again you refuse to drink like a stubborn child.

Lie to me,

Convince me that I've been sick forever.

And all of this,

Will make sense when I get better.

But I know the difference,

Between myself and my reflection.

I just can't help but to wonder,

Which of us do you love.

So I bleed,

I bleed,

And I breathe,

I breathe no...

Bleed,

I bleed,

And I breathe,

I breathe,

I breathe-

I breathe no more.



[Piano Solo Ending]



By: Evanescence

wow. its been a while since i wrote in here, eh? gah, well, at the moment im feeling sick. not head cold sick. nervous sick. im nervouse b/c im scared. im scared to lose someone i love very much. im scared that im not going to make 'the cut'. im scared that college is going to suck. im scared that im going to disapoint everyone. im scared that no matter what i do, life will continue to always hand me the short end of the stick and then walk away laughing at me for being stupid enough to settle. im scared. im just scared.



i dont like being hurt, but i'll tolorated it if the person i love is happy. i've always been that way. i have a feeling that that will happen again, only this time, not as badly as it has every happend. i know that im not ment to be hurt in this situation. i was given a choice. i could have just walked a way. i didnt. im loyal. to the fucking end. i dont leave unless someone tells me, "get out. i dont want you anymore" then i leave. and thats how its gonna be this time. *sighs* this is more or a scared rant/vent than anything else....